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Sometimes you take a step back and look at everything unravel around you. You just take a deep breath, sit back and enjoy. And it seems to be enough. Then you wonder, what's the point of it all. And then, you remark to yourself, good question. And you smile. You know what that means.
Sometimes though, you find yourself at the height of your powers. You feel all your senses peaking at the same time. And you make the choice to take that elusive step forward. You want your attempt at unfolding all the eternal mysteries. You believe you can find the answer to the Ultimate Question of Life, the Universe and Everything. Yes, you know very well that the answer is 42. But let's just say, you want to find your own answers.
Sometimes then, you find yourself making progress. And you notice that all the reads you make are proving to be accurate. And you take that as a cosmic confirmation of that particular hour being the chosen one. You get ready to shed all your fears and inhibitions. You get ready to take on all comers. And then, you get bitch-slapped back to reality. You notice that they sneaked up on you from the very direction you took your eyes off of, when you chose to admire your reflection in the mirrors and the eyes of the beholders.
Sometimes often, you realize that this is all an exercise in futility. You note that although change seems to be a constant, yet nothing ever really changes. You convince yourself then that things are as they were meant to be.
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So it was as it should have been.
So it is as it was supposed to be.
And so it will be as it must come to pass.
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